What has happen then?

The best way to start this post is to say that a lot has happen since I last posted anything. I had had an exam session, we visited couple places I can possibly end up working in, I've met a lot of new people, very exiting one to be exact and I have had great philosophical conversation with my colleagues that I cherish dearly. 

After these couple of weeks I feel like I finally know what to do to get where I want to end up in. But lately I felt something like this or what these quotes say;

 

What I mean to say is I see a lot, I just choose wisely not to react. Because it would be chaotic to react. I've learned a lot while living alone. I know what I cherish now more and become more loving, caring and me. Honestly I've become more like the real me. I guess when people say "they need space", it really does matter. It changes you. The way you think really or you're just way busy and you don't notice the life slipping by. Please don't be like that, I mean ignorant. Life is a treasure, a moment we seek and when you know what to search for it usually is right in front of you.

Hopefully, you'll end up dying without any regrets and finally saying that "I have lived."
I'm not being melancholy but just trying to say something. This article is the reason why...

 http://elitedaily.com/news/world/man-writes-about-wasting-life/841316/

Have a blessed week!
xoxo Narcissa

FIRST EXAMS COMING UP...

THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING.

I have my first exams coming up soon and I've been working on school projects and other stuff nonstop. And usually Sundays are my day offs but not today. 

How can that be that we know so much yet we act like something is blocking us, and suddenly we know nothing.

"You know nothing Jon Snow" - Ygritte 

Yeah that's currently my mood, thanks Ygritte. But the point is I'm not stressing about anything at all. It's not like I have never taken any exams. No. It just this time there is more on the plate. My future. Or to be more accurate where I want to go to study my masters degree. I'm not into business law which our University offers, so I'm trying to find my ''passion'' in law.

 I do have a goals and not dreams. Each and every time I have achieved a goal I simply go to the next one. Yes, I do dream, but only when I'm asleep. 

When I'm awake I'm trying to achieve the goals I've had since I can remember. I have time to rest when I'm dead. Right now, it's all about what matters the most. My education.

These are just the thoughts that came to me when I really started to wonder how it will all turn up. There is nothing wrong in pondering about the future. Obviously you're more prepared to what is about to come than you are when it hits you in the face. 

All I want to say is simply prepare yourself.

Never know what might hits you... haha

Have a great Sunday!

xoxo Narcissa

Strength for Autumn heroes.

From where do you gain your strenght? What does it cost? Are you willing to trade it for something else?

First of all I want to congratulate Malala Yousafzai on winning her Nobel Price. She stood and keeps standing for something we in the West take for granted. Education. For lawyers education means strenght. I don't mean going to the best universities to study law.No, I mean simply knowledge we gain from the education. Would you trade it for your life? What if it means you could die as hero and not as a coward? 

This Autumn is again a new chapter in all of our lives. Maybe we just don't realize what this all means now, but in time we come to understand that the old wounds gave us strength to go on. Maybe we changed along the way. And changed the world too!

 

All I want to say that we all are heroes in our own way. We gain strength to carry on. Autumn just brings another challenges but remember that we are able to make through it all. We were desinged like that. Remember there is always a way; if you can't find none then make one. Do not forget who you are and what you can become. Realize that the illusion on failing exists only in your own head. You are far stronger than you belive. Trust me. I know.

 For my Autumn heroes.

Good luck !

xoxo Narcissa

HELLO OCTOBER !

Happy October everyone :)

xoxo Narcissa

MY CHOICE.

What would you do to achieve your dreams? 

To be who you really want to be? To become more than you could imagine?

I have been in situations where I have had a chance to decide what I really wanted. Don't get me wrong I always have that choice but there has been times when my whole life have had depended on these decisions.

Now you might wonder what did I choose then... It's too obvious isn't it. Well I chose my dreams of course but more precisely my goals and the ideas that reflected my principles.  

I believe in education. I believe that the pen is truly mightier than the sword. To me knowledge is light, strength and honor. 

But I often wonder what are the odds that I could have done much better or (God forbid) worse? I'm very proud of who I've become over the years. I'm blessed and truly thankful for who I am. 

I wonder are the choices I'm making right now getting me any closer to my goals. Too bad I can't see the bigger picture.

Remember that there is more than 7 billion people in this world. You're not alone. So these feelings we share are similar.

So believe in yourself and good luck!

xoxo Narcissa

The evaluation of the hard work

Determination, struggles, some sleepless nights and a habit of working hard constantly. These are the main elements to success? 

I wonder often where I end up working after I graduate. There is a lot I want to do and even more workplaces I want to work in, for example many organizations, like Amnesty International and European Union. I also want to study different legal systems. It interest me to know more and more.

But what is the so called evaluation of the hard work? - There is no answer to that. Indeed, those who works harder end up in the top of the food chain. But seriously, there are many who just graduated with 'average' diplomas and received a noble price. 

So, let us turn the page and take another point of view. 

The word 'Coincidence'. Think about it for a while.

This is what I mean by the word coincidence. I do understand that in order to be successful I must work harder and harder till I reach my goals. 

Goals are another thing to make the person successful. We need those to get somewhere. Always have.

I hope this inspired you a little to succeed. We need more successful people to this world. Those who will inspire, those who will help others, and those who will build strong societies that will last.

Ideas also are the the rock of being successful and evaluation of hard work can come through great ideas!

So, I came to conclusion that the evaluation of hard work comes through goals, ideas, and determination. 

Good luck!

xoxo Narcissa

Law and Philosophy

For many of us philosophy is a way of our idealistic thinking of certain things.

For law on the other hand it means consequences, quality of life and ethical and moral questions.

Now, I understand that this means that you have to wrap your head around  on ideas and questions that takes time and years to answer. But if you would rather would concentrate on what great idealistic people before you thought. In that case the years of mastering these elements of thinking ideas turns into days.

One of my favorite  European philosopher is Jeremy Bentham (1748-1832).

Let's just say that while living he was and still is idealistically way before our time.

First to support rights for women and rights for animals, 

My favorite thing about him is that he was a good lawyer and a great philosopher.

Quite achievement, but nowadays rather a goal for many. 

Find yourself reading books the majority aren't for that is a key to knowing, and knowledge is light.

Chao!

xoxo Narcissa

What I see is not what you see.

Another week of Law school has passed like a wind of last Summer. Bit poetic eh? 

What would you do if you had a chance to change the law. I mean not just any law, I mean the whole concept of law. What is right and what is wrong. The way we reflect law on mundane things, the way we address things as part of a legal system. Now, don't get me wrong I am not here to call for a mutiny. I happen to be a certain of a believer of  European legal system.

But isn't law at certain moments injustice?

What am I to do at those moments when law isn't flick-able? When I cannot change the outcome and and actually help. 

I know exactly what sort of lawyer I want to be. It's not going to change ever. I'm not in this sort of business for money. So, I started wonder what then happens when someone is wrongly convicted? What have I achieved then? Have I done something correctly or incorrectly? How do I go on? 

I am human. I am not afraid of these feelings. But what are the consequences? 

These questions are not for me to answer. I'm just a freshman (still looking forward to graduate). These questions are addressed to those who gives me an example. Who I look up to as a senior colleagues. 

We truly do not ever know what really happens until it happens. So think how you see your world, and know that that is not how I see it.

xoxo Narcissa

9 day experience

Relationships. What can I say. Neither I or anyone else understands them. It's so hard to think about them, and say ''what went wrong?''. See, a lot of the times I'm the one who ends up my relationships. But then there are times, when you try to do everything to maintain one and it just doesn't work. 

Now, recently I had 9 day experience about a certain type of friendship. Before any of this started I did know something about this person. But once I started to talk to this person, it all changed from point A to point God knows what. I have no interest on giving my time to people who even doesn't deserve it. 

I ain't got time for that. On the contrary I'm trying to build my empire. 

What bugs me is the disgusting behavior of this person. How thoughtless can you be? Honestly! I'm childish by writing this all up, but maybe it's just my anger or maybe I discovered a point. Don't expect anything from anyone. 

This can also be a good advice for my future self, when I'm going to start practicing law.  

Law is what law is called to be.

xoxo Narcissa

FIRST WEEK OF LAW SCHOOL

What a week! Honestly I'm so excited to start this semester. Okay, the week started with lot of school papers that had to be sign and by the 8th of September we're suppose to register to courses. Those who miss the deadline, that's it. You're out of school. In this university it's eat or be eaten. 

Lot of freshman's are actually trying to find their selves, but after the 'meet&greet' gathering we had couple days a go, law school has started to feel like hunger games. Hahh, trust me it feels like that.

This is what we learned so far from the lectures.

And it actually makes sense to me. I mean this is what I expect,This is what I know is to be true. Even though in philosophy of law these quotes are not relevant.

Hope you're having great Sunday!

xoxo Narcissa

2 days till school

To be quite honest I don't know what to expect. Law is something you don't learn in one day, and of course it's not suppose to be that either. But... I'm going to start one of hardest chapter of my life. 

So this is the quotes I found online that gave me little  more confident on what is about to happen.

I'm more willing, determined and ready to star this new chapter.

An elven phrase to finish this post:

Cormlle naa tanya tel'raa = Your heart is that of the lion

xoxo Narcissa 

20 FACTS ABOUT ME

#1 I'm very confident in every way possible, 

even if I know my limits I still am able to be confident.

#2 I love exploring and learning new things. 

That's the reason I'm always the person who ends up doing crazy stuff.

#3 My horoscope is LEO and I'm very proud to show it in every situation I can.

#4 I'm too kind and too polite, and people use it to either hurt me or take advantage of it. 

#5 I'm not a kind of person you want to mess up with, I have my bad side 

which knows no limits to get back to you.

#6 One of my dreams is to be know from the work I do, and inspire the new generation. 

#7 Bibliophilia is a word to describe me and my love for knowledge and books. 

#8 I love writing stories and poems. I also am a sort of a songwriter, "singer" and I paint.

#9 I once wrote a song in less than 12 minutes.

#10 Photos are very precious thing to me.

 But I tend to take photos of other people with me than just selfies, 

because I hate when people mention my name which reminds them of  the word narcissistic.

Drinking cappuccino at Cafe Art in Aurajoki, Turku, Finland

#11 I love every kind of animal. I have had 2 birds, a lot of fishes and 2 turtles as pet. I'm going to maybe buy a kitten someday soon.

#12 I'm major coffee freak. #TEAMCOFFEE 

#13 I see beauty in everything. I like beautiful things, but at the same time I'm not a materialistic.

#14 I'm a  religious person but I don't shove it in peoples faces. My faith in God is between myself and God. And I don't like also when people asks me about it in disrespectful way.

#15 I am freak when it comes to watching movies and television. It's a sort of my hobby.

#16 I come from the land of Mesopotamia. But I was born and raised here in Finland. My life is influenced by two cultures and it has been and asset for me so far.

#17 I speak 3 languages fluently; Arabic, Finnish and English. That makes me trilingual. 

#18 I was born on 4th of August.  And I share the same birthday with Louis Vuitton, William Rowan Hamilton, Louis Armstrong, Barack Obama, Jasser Arafat, The late Queen Mother and Billy Bob Thornton.

#19 I'm going to be a lawyer. Which was not originally my first choice of career option. I wanted to be a surgeon. But I'm now very happy and comfortable with the choice I made. 

#20 I'm going to commit to a lot of things. Not only to writing this blog but also to inspire you to stick with me on this journey. So please follow me. And get inspired. 

xoxo Narcissa :)